I'm hoping that you can mend these wounds
Self medicating never helped me find a better mood
I shouldn't expect you to be there
Who are you to come and fix my problems?
I can't pretend that I'm sorry
Still living life afraid of the bottle

I'm looking for some kind of answers
Wishing on a better life while playing the imposter

If I am the fire then you are the spark
Pushing me to reignite and become what you want
Constantly overwhelmed with feelings I can't change for the better
And all I want is to become something that you love

But how I could I know what love is?
My only examples all ended in chaos
I fear I am becoming everything I hate
Subjected to ruin and suffering

I am the feelings you've always ignored
Caged up and sealed away to hate yourself a little more
What does the world owe me?
A fixture of non-empathy
I've taken all your loyalty and thrown it all away

If I am the fire then you are the spark
Pushing me to reignite and become what you want
Constantly overwhelmed with feelings I can't change for the better
And all I want is to become something that you love

Something that you love

I know that you didn't need to stay but you did it anyway
you did it anyway
I know that you didn't need to stay but you did it anyway
you did it anyway


If I am the fire then you are the spark
Pushing me to reignite and become what you want
Constantly overwhelmed with feelings I can't change for the better
And all I want is to become something that you love